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  • Be Stoic, We AREN’T That Far Apart

    Be Stoic, We AREN’T That Far Apart

    by Mable ( USA )

    You know when I think about it
    We aren’t that far apart
    When you look up you realize that we are still
    Under the same sky

    We squint at the same sun
    Wish on the same star
    Gaze at the same moon

    When I think about it there are a lot of things farther from me to you
    That very same thing we share ( the sun, the moon, the stars)
    Are over 200,000 miles from the both of us
    So we are a lot closer then you realize

    Time is our only enemy
    The months, the weeks, the days, the hours, minutes, seconds
    Are the only thing keeping us apart

    But with each passing month, week, day, minute, second
    We get closer until the last second when there will be no space
    Between us any more then soon time
    will be the only thing keeping us together
    … forever

    So do not miss me because it is only for a matter of time
    And so when you think about it
    We aren’t that far apart after all

     

  • Bony, to You, Because You Are Special ♥️

    Bony, to You, Because You Are Special ♥️

    by Motu

    You came in my life when I was at my worst. September happened and the YOU happened.

    Before you happened I would continuously hope for life to get better, but never held the belief that it could actually happen. It is one thing to hope for greater things to happen, and it is another to believe you are worthy of them.

    When you happened I realized that it didn’t have to be so difficult. That when you find someone who truly enjoys you for who you are, there is no convincing involved.

    You don’t have to convince them that they care about you, they just do.

    You don’t have to convince yourself that this is all real, because you know it is.

    There is no persuasion, there is just certainty.

    When you happened I realized that I do deserve more. I realized the wonderful person that you saw was wholly me, and there were finally no discrepancies between your view and my own.

    When I question whether I am worth you, you make me realize that I am.

    When you happened, the damages diminished and the strength that once dwindled began to rebuild.

    When you happened I realized that everything and everyone before you had led me up to this point, and how ready I actually was to finally let someone in.

    You are special. You are the calm to my chaos.

    I love you, bony! Be mine forever! Stay!

     

  • Borrowed Time

    Borrowed Time

    by jc76

    A Letter To My HS Classmate-turned-Lover,

    I really didn’t expect things to turn out the way they are now. Back in HS, sometime almost 2 decades ago, we were two completely opposite individuals and we both knew that.

    Fast forward to 2019 – the year we crossed paths, the year it all started.

    You are in a steady relationship for almost 5 years now and I am married for almost 4 years but technically, my husband and I are together since 2014 and we have a kid. The question is, why now that we are both off the market? Why not a couple of years ago?

    I remember we were just casually texting – throwing jokes, green jokes included, at each other. But I knew we were both having fun and enjoying each other’s company. Until we were used to it – the daily exchange of funny and flirty messages became part of our every day.

    We do have a lot of things in common, share the same interest on a couple of things.

    To me, you light that fire inside of me. I never felt this way before. But at the back of my head lingers a lot of questions. Some questions I don’t want to know the answers to because I know there are answers that will just tear my heart apart. Sometimes not knowing the answers are a lot better, or I should say, maybe I already knew the answers but not the way I wanted them to be.

    I keep asking myself, what if we are just lonely because we are both on LDR? What if we are just bored looking for some fun and excitement? What if this is merely a game to you? What if this is not real???

    Whatever your answers to that, here’s mine.

    I can’t stop thinking about you.

    I check my phone from time to time to look for your messages. I feel butterflies in my stomach whenever you tell me that you want to kiss me, make love with me and miss me. Before I go to sleep at night, I look at your pictures and sometimes read again those cheesy messages you’ve sent me.

    I fantasize making love to you, honestly.

    Crazy and stupid, I know. I actually don’t know why I am feeling this way.

    Yes, I do have lots of worries and pain as well. I am hurt knowing that I am not your priority. I deserve more and we both knew that. You just reply to my messages after you replied to hers. You love her and you will choose her, I know.

    I worry that I will fall deeply for you and you won’t. I fear that what we have now will soon have to end.

    Life is uncertain – full of twists and surprises. I guess if I will think too much about what will happen in the future, I will miss the opportunity to enjoy what is happening at present. I believe it is not all about the destination, it is the journey that is more important.

    I am happy with you right now and that is all that matters most to me. And I hope you are too.

    Wherever life may lead us, you will always be a beautiful experience to me.

    Like the song that goes, “Nobody knows where it might end up”. So I’ll definitely take my shot. Who knows, it will end up the way I wanted it to be.

    Looking forward to seeing you and be with you soon.

    I love you.

     

  • Dear Wade

    Dear Wade

    by Thora

    Dear Wade,

    My love for you is endless. How I have come to know this is because just when I think I couldn’t have any room left in my heart to love you more, it just grows and makes room for you.

    Every time I see you walking towards me from a distance, I feel a rush as exhilarating as if I were going down a roller coaster. Your presence seems to give me the best kind of sinking feeling.

    Nothing can top knowing your happiness and comfort when I see your smile and hear your softest sighs and releases of what I believe is also love, into my shoulders when you lay your head down and look up at me.

    I can tell you not to cry all I want to and that you have no reason to shed a single tear, but as I sit here in my room alone thinking of you, I can only do the same.

    Some say it’s naive to say “I love you” so early on to someone, but I can’t help in containing what is past infatuation into a deep appreciation and longing for you.

    And so I think, why wait?

    When I can tell you now in three small words every day that you have been the best thing to happen to me in my life and my feelings for you go beyond words, actions and music.

    I wish that telepathy was possible, so that only then could you could skim through the garbage of my mind for the vast section of thoughts about you to know how deep my love goes.

    I love your very silly and downright offensive sense of humour that can somehow be turned off at a moment’s notice to act completely in tune with and considerate of others. I love that despite how self-conscious you may (claim to) be, you do as you please by wearing what you want and saying what you want even if others may ridicule you.

    I love that despite sometimes taking irresponsible actions for yourself, you still look after and consider others’ needs.

    I love that even if you don’t really want to, you are willing to try new things in order to please me as well as others. I love that you talk about your interests to me even when you know I won’t understand or when you think I won’t care and that you do the same in return for me.

    I love that you tell me how you feel, what’s on your mind and how your day has been and ask me the same.

    I love how you love animals. I love how you love cooking. I love how you ask me to continue, if I’m OK and respect my decisions.

    I love how you can agree with me to disagree on certain things. I love how you open me up to and introduce me to new music whether I enjoy it or not. I love your patience and tolerance with people that don’t deserve it and how you can be the bigger person.

    The satisfaction and relief from that first time talking to you, hanging out with you and confessing our feelings still remains.

    You linger in my mind throughout the day, even after we’ve parted. The prospect of kissing you, feeling you, even seeing you again excites me to an inexplicable degree.

    Knowing you’ll forgive me for the things I’ve done and said, for my stupid, unruly and poorly thought out decisions makes me so sure that you have the patience of a saint and I’ll end up growing to be a better person through our times together.

    I know I have fallen hard and fast for what is really the first time when I get an overwhelming sickness after your hand releases from mine and we must part ways, for god knows how long again. Or the melting sensation of when I slip into your arms, wrapping tightly around my body. God, I could fall asleep.  And I would dream in your lap. Dream only of you.

    I look forward to a future with you, around you and close to you.

    Remember that wherever we may both end up, I’ll always love, respect and support you through everything.

    Lots of Love ♡

    Thora X

     

  • Elsa My Love

    Elsa My Love

    Hugo Castro

    Não tenho palavras para descrever a admiração que nutro pelo teu empenho diário … minha rainha .. – tu és minha, eu sou teu.

    Existe a certeza de que eu devo- te amar mais do que no começo … Porque eu cresci ,e amadureci…

    No início , só pensei em ser feliz contigo – na nossa felicidade e momentos a 2 bem passados.. agora penso mais em ti de forma isolada.. nas horas escuras que passas diariamente e que passaremos de forma individual e partilhada um dia ..morrerei ao teu lado para que possamos nesse momento final ver o mundo do mesmo prisma e com a mesma certeza,de que valeu a pena sermos cúmplices numa teia de amor bem tecida e sucedida ..hoje posso olhar para o mundo durante o dia e durante a noite, e ver a tua luz comigo;,e essa sensação de conforto tras-me uma alegria renovada e uma sensação de segurança;o que torna o meu dia ensolarado e perpétua o meu amor por ti.

    Amo-te

    Hugo

     

  • For My Girl, My Love

    For My Girl, My Love

    by ‘Fattoo’

    Hi, My Sweet Honey,

    Happy Birthday to you sweetheart. May you live long and may all your wishes come true.

    I am writing this letter to you because I might not be able to visit you on your birthday. I want to say a lot of things to you about what I think and feel about you. If I visit you on your birthday at your house, I will not be able to express myself clearly and that will be disrespectful to our love.

    Honey, I exactly love two things about you, the first one is the fearless attitude you possess. No one can say that you are a weak girl. You take your stand firmly everywhere, no matter what happens. You possess a very strong will. I like this side of you. I really love it.

    You don’t need me. You can take care of yourself without depending upon anyone. Yet, you are a very delicate and kind soul who loves to help everyone.

    You like to take care of people. This side of you is not known by many. I am blessed by God, that I have the chance to experience the duality of your personality. And yes, it is irresistible for me.

    I absolutely adore you. You are my absolute delight. I have many beautiful fantasies in my mind, and I want to live them with you on my side.

    Today is your birthday, my honey. Yet, I have nothing to give you. You have given me so much that I cannot repay you ever. All the love and kind words and wishes you have showered on me are just priceless. These are the memories I will cherish for the rest of my life.

    In a distant future, on a distant island, you are sitting on a chair reading your favorite romance novel and I am at your feet looking at your beautiful and serene face. They say the 8th wonder in the world is looking at the serene face of a sweet girl with full intent on a task.

    I am looking at your face and smiling and thinking how on earth I deserve this beauty who is sitting in front of me. Your beauty transcends mere features and forms.

    Remember the time, when I was at your grandmother’s house and we were sitting opposite to each other. You wore a light pink sweater and wore red lipstick. Your hair was so beautiful that I texted you that you are absolutely gorgeous right now in front of me.

    When you read the text message, your beautiful lips relaxed and a smile flashed at your face.

    You, out of shyness hid your face with your hands, looked away from me to avoid any eye contact.

    My love, my sweet honey, my goddess Aphrodite, the act was so beautiful and wondrously sweet and divine that I think of it all the time. It was something I saw and had never experienced before. It made me fall in love with you even more.

    I can’t describe in words what I had seen on that day. It was absolutely beautiful and divine yet mischievous enough to keep me thinking about it forever.

    My sweetheart, I pray to god to make my every encounter with you like it’s my first. I want to be surprised as if we are meeting for the first time. I want to keep experiencing the delight when I see you for the rest of my life.

    My love, my sweetheart, my sweetie, my Jaan.

    I love you.

    Enjoy your day, my girl, it’s your day. Enjoy it to the fullest.

    Your hopeless lover,
    Fattoo

     

  • For My Love

    For My Love

    by Nhi (Vietnam)

    Anh của em,

    Hôm nay 14/2/2019. Valentine đầu tiên của chúng ta. Không gì tuyệt vời hơn là em viết thư tình gởi cho anh.

    Anh và em đều là những món quà tuyệt vời mà cuộc đời ban tặng cho nhau. Có thể cuộc đời lấy của chúng ta một vài thứ, nhưng đã trao cho chúng ta món quà tuyệt hơn bao giờ hết!

    Em không hứa đi trọn với anh cuối con đường, nhưng em sẽ luôn yêu thương anh tròn vẹn từng khoảnh khắc khi vẫn còn là người yêu anh.

    Có những lúc tưởng chừng buông tay, nhưng anh thấy đấy, hiện giờ chúng ta vẫn tốt.

    Rồi có những lúc, chỉ cần nghĩ anh đang cô đơn nơi xứ người, thì lòng em lại thấy xót vô cùng, chỉ muốn xuất hiện ngay cạnh anh, ôm lấy anh. Ở bên cạnh anh ko lìa nửa bước.

    Em vẫn còn nhớ những ngày đầu quen anh, cảm giác vẫn còn nguyên vẹn trong lần gặp đầu tiên. Rồi sau đó những dòng tin nhắn mỗi đêm. Từ sự ngưỡng mộ ,chuyển sang sự nhớ thương và muốn ở cạnh bên.

    Chúng ta đều xứng đáng yêu và được yêu. Được hạnh phúc.

    Em mong chúng ta trong chữ “yêu”, sẽ có chữ “thương” trước đó.

    Em là con người sống theo cảm xúc nhưng vẫn vô cùng lý trí.

    Đôi lúc sẽ có những thử thách và lựa chọn, nếu em dùng lý trí nhiều hơn, hãy hiểu cho em!

    Yêu anh nhiều hơn mỗi ngày!!

     

  • For-Ever

    For-Ever

    by Carl (Iowa)

    My beautiful baby,

    Things I am thankful for……….

    I’m thankful for the person you are.

    For how you make me feel.

    I’m thankful for the love we share.

    For what we have been able to say to each other.

    I’m thankful for how sensual and physical you are with me.

    For bearing your soul with me.

    I’m thankful for times we have talked and talked and talked some more.

    For friendship beyond measure.

    I’m thankful for souls connected for eternity.

    For the “Gosh I hope so’s” and other things just between us.

    I’m thankful for times of making love and times of deep pain.

    For it means that we matter to each other.

    I’m thankful for trust and love and respect.

    For moments when there are “no words”.

    I’m thankful for being in love with my best friend.

    For-ever.

    xxxoxoxo

     

  • Forever Love

    Forever Love

    by KK ( Atlanta )

    To my forever:

    Someone told me to “just get over you”. As true as it may possibly be, it hurts more to do so.

    I mean, how do you get over someone that’s had such an impact on your life? Someone that you shared so much with? Someone that you love with every being in you?

    It’s been over a year that I discovered another woman enjoying your love for even longer than I knew of. She enjoyed you playing father to her kids while watching you walk away from yours. She enjoyed the pain on my face when discovering you and her.

    I know that we both made mistakes and God knows how sorry I am. God knows I spend every day telling Him I’m sorry and asking Him to whisper it to you each time.

    How did we go wrong so fast. Do you wonder why I can’t heal?

    Because I see you when I see my daughters. I see them when I see you.

    I never understood how you could be with someone else while I grieved the death of our daughter. Your favorite girl.

    She loved you like no other and she was so proud of you. So every time, I think of her I think of you. I stare at the pictures of you to and wonder how I could lose you both so quickly. How could my life turn so quickly.

    I used to say I made my mistakes because of your behavior. But reality is that I am a very wise woman that should have known better.

    I should have known to let time be. I should have known that God would work it out and He didn’t need my help. I should have kept my mouth shut because I embarrassed us and our family.

    But I’ll never get the chance to make things right with us.

    Every morning I say I love you. Every night I say I’m sorry. And when you cross my mind during the day, I pray for His special angels to cover you.

    Many want me to move on. Many say they want me happy. And that there’s someone out there to make me happy. Well it’s you and only you. So no, I won’t move on.

    I’ll wait. Patiently. For my forever love. And if you don’t come back, just know I’ve died with you entwined in my heart and soul.

    My love for you will never allow for me to force peace in the arms of another. I refuse to smile for another. I’ll let wait strong and patient. My forever and always is true and pure. I refuse to change.

    And until our time again, always and forever

     

  • Forever, and Ever

    Forever, and Ever

    by JN

    To Yadi,

    I know I always come off as corny because I do these types of acts, but when you’re as happy of a man as I am then these seem reasonable.

    So Yadi here’s another one of those long boring love notes where I talk about how special you are to me and how much I love you, but I wanna try something different this time, I wanna talk about how I make you feel and what I do for you.

    When I first met you, you were coming off something serious that hurt you , even till this day! You received a message from this unknown person on Facebook and like any normal person would’ve done, you could’ve left me on read, but you didn’t.

    Instead you gave a ginger haired man a shot. A shot that’s well… it’s a shot of a lifetime because that’s what we are, a lifetime of joy and happiness.

    You didn’t seem too intrigued in me at first but I had to keep going and try to convince you into liking me which eventually for the weirdest reason you did.

    Here we are several months later and we’re semi-official.

    It’s something I cherish and take great pride in because just the fact that I have you and we talk is something I wanna yell out to the world.

    I know I bring you great happiness and help you forget about your past. I’m the person who fulfills your needy needs, you’re human alarm clock.

    I’m just someone who always looks out for you and that’s something you best get used to.

    Now if you made it this far, congrats you love me.

    Thank you dork for making me smile on a daily basis. I was confused my whole life and never thought love would find me, but here you are. You stepped into my life and completely threw that out the window.

    I know there are times where you question my love, and think if it’s true or not , but my love for you is different.

    I love candy but it doesn’t fill my heart up with joy or the amount of excitement that Yadira Q. does.

    I love you baby, I will always be here for you no matter the outcome. You completely won over my heart.

    God bless you nerd , I hope everything you ever desire in life comes true to form. I hope I’m a part of it all to annoy you through it.

    I love you.

    You’re Boyfriend Carlitos