Hi, My Sweet Honey,
Happy Birthday to you sweetheart. May you live long and may all your wishes come true.
I am writing this letter to you because I might not be able to visit you on your birthday. I want to say a lot of things to you about what I think and feel about you. If I visit you on your birthday at your house, I will not be able to express myself clearly and that will be disrespectful to our love.
Honey, I exactly love two things about you, the first one is the fearless attitude you possess. No one can say that you are a weak girl. You take your stand firmly everywhere, no matter what happens. You possess a very strong will. I like this side of you. I really love it.
You don’t need me. You can take care of yourself without depending upon anyone. Yet, you are a very delicate and kind soul who loves to help everyone.
You like to take care of people. This side of you is not known by many. I am blessed by God, that I have the chance to experience the duality of your personality. And yes, it is irresistible for me.
I absolutely adore you. You are my absolute delight. I have many beautiful fantasies in my mind, and I want to live them with you on my side.
Today is your birthday, my honey. Yet, I have nothing to give you. You have given me so much that I cannot repay you ever. All the love and kind words and wishes you have showered on me are just priceless. These are the memories I will cherish for the rest of my life.
In a distant future, on a distant island, you are sitting on a chair reading your favorite romance novel and I am at your feet looking at your beautiful and serene face. They say the 8th wonder in the world is looking at the serene face of a sweet girl with full intent on a task.
I am looking at your face and smiling and thinking how on earth I deserve this beauty who is sitting in front of me. Your beauty transcends mere features and forms.
Remember the time, when I was at your grandmother’s house and we were sitting opposite to each other. You wore a light pink sweater and wore red lipstick. Your hair was so beautiful that I texted you that you are absolutely gorgeous right now in front of me.
When you read the text message, your beautiful lips relaxed and a smile flashed at your face.
You, out of shyness hid your face with your hands, looked away from me to avoid any eye contact.
My love, my sweet honey, my goddess Aphrodite, the act was so beautiful and wondrously sweet and divine that I think of it all the time. It was something I saw and had never experienced before. It made me fall in love with you even more.
I can’t describe in words what I had seen on that day. It was absolutely beautiful and divine yet mischievous enough to keep me thinking about it forever.
My sweetheart, I pray to god to make my every encounter with you like it’s my first. I want to be surprised as if we are meeting for the first time. I want to keep experiencing the delight when I see you for the rest of my life.
My love, my sweetheart, my sweetie, my Jaan.
I love you.
Enjoy your day, my girl, it’s your day. Enjoy it to the fullest.
Your hopeless lover,