by Motu
You came in my life when I was at my worst. September happened and the YOU happened.
Before you happened I would continuously hope for life to get better, but never held the belief that it could actually happen. It is one thing to hope for greater things to happen, and it is another to believe you are worthy of them.
When you happened I realized that it didn’t have to be so difficult. That when you find someone who truly enjoys you for who you are, there is no convincing involved.
You don’t have to convince them that they care about you, they just do.
You don’t have to convince yourself that this is all real, because you know it is.
There is no persuasion, there is just certainty.
When you happened I realized that I do deserve more. I realized the wonderful person that you saw was wholly me, and there were finally no discrepancies between your view and my own.
When I question whether I am worth you, you make me realize that I am.
When you happened, the damages diminished and the strength that once dwindled began to rebuild.
When you happened I realized that everything and everyone before you had led me up to this point, and how ready I actually was to finally let someone in.
You are special. You are the calm to my chaos.
I love you, bony! Be mine forever! Stay!