by Gemulepa (Australia)
My Forbidden Love: I think I’m in love with you and it’s been driving me crazy. I never wanted to feel this way about you but I just do and you know what..? I don’t regret it one bit. I really don’t, if anything I love that I fell for you and no one else.
You are such a great guy who deserves so much more than I could ever offer you which is why I’ve decided to keep these feelings hidden within myself.
I know that it is going hurt and kill me so much but I couldn’t bare living with myself if I only brought misery and pain into your life. So cheers to all the memories and feelings you’ve given me to cherish for the rest of my lonely and unpredictable days.
Even if I can’t have you, hold you or love you, just watching you become a better person each day and living your life to the fullest is enough for me.
I really wish you all the best in the future with whomever you may share that future with. I pray she’ll be as caring and loving as you have shown me a person can be. May she complete you and bring all the joy and happiness into your life that you truly deserve.
I had never been certain about anything in my life until I met you and you showed me the meaning, expression, and feeling of true love. It’s what other’s had been striving endlessly to put into stories, music and art but never succeeding was shown to me through your warmth, smile, words, actions and embrace.
So Thank You.
I can’t promise to remember every second and moment I’ve spent with you but I most certainly won’t ever forget how you made me feel.
I Love You… but that shall remain silent within this broken heart of mine till death do I and this unrequited love part.