2019 was eventful for a myriad of reasons – of which one of them was because our paths crossed in South-Eastern Australia.
My heart fluttered when I saw you for the first time in Sunshine Coast. You were never one who was confident about the way you looked but at that moment, I knew you could stand in a room filled with attractive young men and my eyes would only be for you.
While I had romantic feelings for you, never mind the 11-year age gap, you felt we could never be anything more. It took time for me to acknowledge that we can never be together and I moved on.
It is still difficult to come to terms with the fact that you will be turning 35 and soon, find someone whom you can settle down with, but I am happy for you regardless. You deserve nothing but joy and success for your kind and forgiving heart.
I am back in my home country now for my vacation, but this heart misses you. It has been missing you for months. It has been yearning to see you, but distance just never gave me the opportunity to do so.
You will never see this, but you are the best thing that happened to me. I hope the woman who is destined to be your significant other will always protect you and keep you happy because you deserve nothing less.
I thank God for having met you because you took me out of my miseries.
I was dwelling in my past and only moved on when I met you in person and learnt about your own battles. It was an ordeal to see how her departure from your life still troubled you to this day and wished your personal life ended as a fairy tale – just the way you wanted it to be.
Nevertheless, I hope you have gotten back up on your feet and toiling hard at work and serving your patients with a wide smile.
Your sisters are fortunate to have you as their brother, your mother is fortunate to have you as her son, and your ex-girlfriend? She was fortunate to have spent all those years with a man who would have never wished harm upon anyone.
Thank you for being there for me 24/7, for being my confidant, and my constant. Keep smiling, you beautiful thing.